Love is for you... love is for her and love is for him… love is not for emotional fools like me…
With nothing but make-believe love and misunderstood hope, I trudge along. Not once, not twice, again and again and again, I let myself get carried away. I let myself believe that this time it is true… it is for life… he is the one for me… but every time, I end up feeling lost and betrayed… no one to blame… every time it is me…
Why do I let myself go through this every time? Why don’t I ever learn… why is my heart such an emotional wreck? Why doesn’t my silly heart ever listen to my wise head? Why do I choose to be blind? Why do I see what’s not there and conveniently turn my face away from what’s there in front of me. Why Lord? Why... I ask of you. Please don’t let me get hurt again… please let my head rule over my heart.
Showing posts with label My love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label My love. Show all posts
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
I am in love!
How I love you, my love. You make me feel wanted. I could ask for nothing more. In my heart you’ll always be my special one… my only one. Like Shania twain croons… you’re still the one… the only one I dream of… you’re still the one I kiss goodnight.
You have brought a new colour into my life. A colour I did not wish for… at least not yet. But now I can’t live without it. Every moment I yearn for it. My heart-strings are tugging at me. It makes no sense. What is happening? What will happen later? I am scared of being hopeful. What if it’s not to be? What is to happen then? How will I live then? How will I control myself? Have I gone too far already?? I do not know. All I know is that I feel you are the one for me.
I love the way you call me… nobody else is allowed to call me thus… I can handle it only from you. I love the way you make me feel… love the way u tease me… the way you condone me… I love the way u make me feel adorable.
Will I love everything about you? I am not sure. I am scared to know. But, what about you? Will you love me the way I do??? Will you like me despite everything else? Will our love be… ‘but, I love you’ or ‘I love you, but’?! It hurts to even think about it. What is to become of this? I have not the slightest idea in the world.
Tell me… how do you feel about me??? Am I just another one? Or am I like no other? Am I special… different???
What is it about me???
You have brought a new colour into my life. A colour I did not wish for… at least not yet. But now I can’t live without it. Every moment I yearn for it. My heart-strings are tugging at me. It makes no sense. What is happening? What will happen later? I am scared of being hopeful. What if it’s not to be? What is to happen then? How will I live then? How will I control myself? Have I gone too far already?? I do not know. All I know is that I feel you are the one for me.
I love the way you call me… nobody else is allowed to call me thus… I can handle it only from you. I love the way you make me feel… love the way u tease me… the way you condone me… I love the way u make me feel adorable.
Will I love everything about you? I am not sure. I am scared to know. But, what about you? Will you love me the way I do??? Will you like me despite everything else? Will our love be… ‘but, I love you’ or ‘I love you, but’?! It hurts to even think about it. What is to become of this? I have not the slightest idea in the world.
Tell me… how do you feel about me??? Am I just another one? Or am I like no other? Am I special… different???
What is it about me???
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