Saturday, August 18, 2007

Lovefool

Love is for you... love is for her and love is for him… love is not for emotional fools like me…

With nothing but make-believe love and misunderstood hope, I trudge along. Not once, not twice, again and again and again, I let myself get carried away. I let myself believe that this time it is true… it is for life… he is the one for me… but every time, I end up feeling lost and betrayed… no one to blame… every time it is me…

Why do I let myself go through this every time? Why don’t I ever learn… why is my heart such an emotional wreck? Why doesn’t my silly heart ever listen to my wise head? Why do I choose to be blind? Why do I see what’s not there and conveniently turn my face away from what’s there in front of me. Why Lord? Why... I ask of you. Please don’t let me get hurt again… please let my head rule over my heart.

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